Dear diary,
Class wasn't going well today, again, I did badly in chest examination. That is no surprise at all. Come to think of it, after spending hours fantasizing of hot, steamy sex and counting calories, I spent hardly an hour for study. Come on alannah, what a shame. I came all the way here not to be like this, hopeless and pathetic.
This has to be stopped, this is a total madness. What the hell am I doing!!! Get up, take care of yourself. Stop depending on other people.
For a start, I'm going to study diabetis melitus tonight. Whatever it takes, I must finish it. Once or never, I MUST!!!