I don't think I can eat normally anymore, I'll be either an anorexic or just binge eating over food which are likely to make me feel guilty and depressed. I hate this, please.. I know I can no longer eat like others do. I'm in too deep.This is scary. I know this must be stopped. But I have given up being normal. I'd do anything in this world to be rake thin.
I miss my jeans and cute shirts. I guess I'll be back, not eating and working out as much as I can. Sorry everyone, I know you love me but eating is not the choice. I just can't. Its hard to eat normally. I'm sorry... I guess the only option left is going back being an anorexic. Hey ribs and C6 vertebra...I miss you guys so much...can't wait to feel my protruding bones again : )
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